Changes

I've been thinking about something for a while, but after yesterday's post I feel I need to do more than think about it now.

The whole reason I am where I am, in a good sense, is because of God. He's my strength. He's my everything. But at one point I did what I say myself we shouldn't do... I compartmentalized God. I started a second blog. I said the purpose was to spread God's love, my Christian blog. But by doing so, what did I also do? I nearly removed God from this one.

I know a lot of people are not Christians/believers, but should I have to remove God- the maker of all things and beings, because some people don't agree? No. I do not have to answer to those other people, I have to answer to God. God is first in my life, God is center of my life. So God shall be everywhere I am and in everything I do, and that includes this blog. If you don't like that, no one is forcing you to read it, but let me challenge you... read it anyways. And then decide for yourself. Does God exist? If not, why do you think that? If so, why isn't He center of your life also?

I know God exists. I know God exists because I feel Him with me so very often. And even when I feel far away from Him I know He's still here hoping I stay close to Him. I had an experience in which I felt the Holy Spirit enter me and speak through me. I've been a changed person ever since, a better person, a person who is so weak but who has a very strong God to get me through it. God is good.

So anyways, that's my explanation for future posts you might see. But it also leads me to this... I've thought more so about all that I'm doing... meaning writing, blogging, designing, promoting awareness, hoping to eventually publish a book, so on and so forth. I really don't know what to do. Should I close down my other blog and keep everything in this one? Should I start a whole new one completely? Should I get my own website and develop this all into more than "just a blog"? What should the name be? Should I use my legal name or a pen name? Should I have a main focus or let it go where it goes? So many questions and so far I have no answers.

If you have any suggestions or opinions, I'd love to hear them. I can't promise I will follow what you say, but I will listen with an open mind. I know when I post my blogs to facebook, many people comment, but I would love if you all started leaving comments directly on here. It would be nice to have more discussion rather than lecture type of stuff. Ultimately, what I want is for God's will... in every aspect of my life. So if you will, please join me in prayer for that... that God guides me through this walk called life... with my health, with personal situations, with my writing, with everything.... that God leads me to the right people at the right time and provides the right words and actions to make whatever His will is happen.

Be blessed. God is with you.