Dropping in to say hello

Hi everyone. Sorry I've been gone for quite some time now. I thought I should give everyone a little update as to why that is.

Long story short, I've been going through an unwanted divorce and it became final about a month ago. That's the big portion of my life I had yet to mention and still can't go into detail on so not to intrude on others. Divorce is one of the most stressful life events many people unfortunately encounter. Seeing as stress makes MG and POTS worse, it's been hard, very hard. But by the grace of God I've been able to stay out of the hospital. Please keep praying that continues.

However, the last month has been incredibly stressful and exhausting. Much of my stuff which was still in Texas arrived to me in Illinois without having the date of delivery coordinated. That in itself was stressful but then I've been having to sort through each and every thing and put things away. 3 weeks later I've sorted through everything but still am putting it away. My body is exhausted. You don't realize the blessing of your muscles working properly until they no longer do. It's really really hard.

I sit here and stare at the mess around me. I sit here and watch as my mom puts things away for me. I sit here because when my body stops working that's all I can do is sit here. My face has been very much affected, vision has been off, swallowing shockingly hit me hard waking up choking a few nights, arms and legs really bad. But thankfully, praise God, my breathing has been alright. So thankful for that!

On top of the "stuff", of course there is the process/paperwork and such of everything getting split up, signed over, etc. I'm also working on the name change stuff and that seems like a bunch of jumping through hoops. It's really a lot of work when your body doesn't function well.

In the past month I've really declined. I've been using all strength and energy I have to do everything I need to do with this so the house isn't a disaster and so pending things are no longer pending. So I haven't gotten on to write because whenever I'm resting, I'm literally resting... arms and eyes included. So just wanted to pop in and give you all an update as to why I haven't been writing frequently. Hopefully all this will come to a close soon and I can get back to "my normal" and be writing more frequently again soon. Until then  prayers are much appreciated. Please raise me up in prayer for total healing, body, mind and soul. Thank you all! God bless!