What God told me

22 days ago.

I was standing in a church during worship.

I felt the Holy Spirit present. And then suddenly, like a tube of light descending upon me, I felt this rush of something powerful burst in me and then right out of me. At that same moment, I heard a message. I heard it so loudly and clearly: You are healed.

Wow.

That was quite powerful. I shared it with the person I was with. For a few hours I felt like I may have just had the Lord come down and literally heal me. Then I asked, why am I still experiencing symptoms? The person I was with said maybe it wasn't that I was healed physically, maybe it was being healed in a different way... perhaps emotionally, perhaps from the pain of divorce, etc. But, that didn't feel quite right to me. I did in fact feel healed, physically, even though I was still experiencing symptoms.

I shared that night that God spoke something pretty incredible to me but I didn't share what it was. I've been trying to figure it out. How could I be healed if I still feel very sick?

Just now it came to me. I was healed... as far as I could be on the medications I was on. They did their job. Now I have to start this next round of treatment to heal me further. It's a process and it takes time and I'm still experiencing symptoms. But, God healed me and He will heal me again. I have to believe in that, and I do.

God told me I am healed and I won't stop believing it. Please join me in prayer for total healing- physically, mentally, emotionally... that any illness that is left in me is removed and by the grace and power of God, I am in fact- 5 years after it all started- healed. Thank you.